Author: Blogghoran

Att sätta ord på det svåra

Att sätta ord på det svåra

Delar vidare min kommentar som jag skrev som svar på Nanne Grönvalls blogg, DÄRFÖR HAR JAG AVBOKAT ALLA JOBB I ÖVER 3 MÅNADER HITTILLS: “Så jag fortsatte rusa på, med siktet inställt på att bit för bit förändra allt det jag visste att jag inte kunde fortsätta åta mig.” – bit för bit förändra allt. …

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Downsizing

Downsizing

I knew it, but I forgot; I didn’t really forget, I just… Didn’t connect the dots. Now, they are connected. So, I know I need to focus on one thing at the time, but I’m an expert of trying to do 10 things at once, preferably yesterday. The realization was that my computer time was …

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Små steg, hela tiden.

Små steg, hela tiden.

Hjärnan är inte riktigt med, speciellt inte på engelska. Och jag hatar det. Men jag vill inte lägga energi på att hata det, så någonstans har jag fått ge in för det. Acceptera att jag inte kan prata ordentligt. Jag säger fel ord så ofta, och ibland i helt fel ordning. Men istället för att …

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What’s on my mind? Blank

What’s on my mind? Blank

Aptly WordPress asked me “What’s on your mind?” as I begun this post about tweets I just posted: correctly for me. I try, but sometimes the words just come out wrong, and it takes so much energy to figure out what's the right way. -> — maloki (@kinkymal) August 19, 2016 which your language center …

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A year. A lot changed

A year. A lot changed

I’m sick. But I hate using that word. I’m on sick leave. Due to exhaustion. Depression. The exhaustion is worse than the depression. It drains. And paralyzes. I went for years. I did not realize that the way I pushed myself would be my downfall. Again. I’m not alone. He loves me. I love him. …

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Taking responsibility for oneself

Taking responsibility for oneself

A little over a month ago, I took the step to start eating anti-depressants again, after 4 years of trudging along without them. This is not something I want to hide, partly because I find that it can be helpful to others who need help (I am not saying that Medication is the ONLY solution!), …

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Books to read in the next year

Books to read in the next year

I spent the evening going through my  “30 books to read before you turn 30”, since I now have a year to go. Why would I need to go through it though? Well, I wanted to figure out which books I had (very few), which were now public domain and likely available for free on …

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Confusion

Confusion

This url suggest that the blog should be written in Swedish. Men jag vet inte riktigt om det är vad jag vill. Neither do I know if I want to write in English. Därför kommer det vara obestämt för tillfället. Det viktiga för mig är att jag skriver igen. But what  does one write about …

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